New Blog, New Tricks

Humph. So my old blog got shutdown because it was spammed, so now I have to start over. Not all that upset, just annoyed. I feel like I should start out on a positive note, but on my old blog I was working a blog about death. Hmm decisions, decisions. The positive is a wee bit ahead right now so I shall start there.

Currently:
Reading:
Casino Royale-Ian Fleming -Starting the James Bond series over so I can read them in order. I am still missing a couple of books, but its my fault because I haven't gone to the used book store in ages...and the copies I collect are out of print. I love Casino Royale. Its an amazing love story, that shows the kind of love I hope to have in my life one day. Also there is a lot of awesome fight scenes and sexy car chases, so its defiantly my kind of book!

Watching:
Changeling-Starring Angie Jolie and other people that I don't really care about. HOLY SHIT! This movie made me cry within the first 10 minutes. And not just oh thats sad tears, full out body shaking sobs. This movie awoke motherly instincts that I didn't know I possessed.

Listening:
Hey Montana, Showerhead, Friend Of Mine, Here's To The Night, I Like Christmas-Eve 6
Brown Eyes, Beautiful Dirty Rich, Poker Face, I Like It Rough-Lady Gaga
Those are the songs of the day.

Creating:
No projects right now...did a bunch of ribbon flowers last week, but haven't really felt inspired to make anything beautiful. I should be working on my drawings. But I'm not. I think I'll go spend some time at the dam tomorrow and see if that kick starts anything.

Okay now on to life. I've been spending a lot of time by myself lately. It just kind of happened. Two of my friends have bonded with each other and are hanging out more. That's fine, I think I've changed a lot in the last few months and I am really not surprised. But it still was weird not having them there during a time of tragedy. I found myself turning to new friends, and old ones in far away places, but skype doesn't completely breach the need for human contact.

The time I used to spend with my ex best friends has now been replaced by hiking. Lots and lots of hiking. Walk for a while, then sun on the docks and write. Dance in the sun with my headphones on. Sit and cry in the rain. Whatever I need to express, I can. It is bliss. But I get lonely.

Nights are hard sometimes. I admit I've been partying too much. Too many nights are not as crystal clear as they should be.

Doing well in school, but not enjoying it. I don't go half the time and I am still pulling straight "A's" so whatever.

Oh my bathroom has been demolished so everyone in my house is sharing one. Its a hassle.

And I am search of a dress for my Sisters Wedding. Harder than it sounds because its supposed to be casual, but she is wearing a very formal red dress...so we have to be dressed up so the pictures don't look weird, but not clash...so floral prints are out, something in jewel tones would be perfect, but its the wrong season. I found a very awesome Zebra print dress that is stellar and will be worn if I can't find anything else. Another issue is that the dress has to actually cover my boobs. They do not like to be covered, and they also make it so I have to buy up two sizes and then take it in. STUPID BOOBS RULE MY WORLD!

and on that note I am bored with writing. Wheeeee new blog!