My Head.

My head is in a weird place right now. I just wrote a really really long blog about Love and Sex in response to the fact that I seem to be all of my friends relationship go too person. I guess I just find it ironic, considering I haven't had a boyfriend in a long time and only ever said "I love you" to one person... The advice I give seems to pretty on track, but I still feel guilty that I am dishing out advice and not following any of it myself *coughHypocritecough*. Anyways, I opted not to post until tomorrow when I have a chance to re-read it and decide if I really want it out of my journal and onto the internet. I guess I am just feeling pissed off at myself and pretty damn confused. 

Songs of the Day:

Autumn's Monologue- From Autumn to Ashes

I Don't Think I Will Ever Get Over You-Colin Hay

Everytime-Britney Spears

My Only One-Plain White T's

Dear Tragedy-Bayside

Jesus Nitelight- Eve 6

I Like it Rough-Lady Gaga 

Amazing how music can often express exactly how I am feeling. I think I find a comfort knowing that someone else somewhere has felt what I am feeling. 

I bought new paint pens today. I feel like everything that has gone on recently, good and bad can no longer be contained within me, my journal or my blog and must spill out onto my walls. 

Some people wear their heart on their sleeve, I wear mine on my wall.