Friday

I have a meeting with the admissions heads and the head of the fashion department at my dream school on friday. I am so nervous that every time I think about it I want to vomit... And sometimes I do. I wonder if I am tough enough to enter such a judgemental world. I wonder if I am passionate enough to invest so much time and resources in something that has a high probability of failing. I wonder if I want to put myself through the stress and instability.  

The week cannot go by fast enough, but at the same time I am feeling unprepared and want more time. I know I am about a million miles behind on my basic art skills and I don't know if my designs are strong enough to compensate for that. 

I am hoping for a positive outcome, but at the same time I am preparing myself for the very real possibility of a big let down. ugh. 

Current Bands of the Day:

Plain White T's

Eve 6

MXPX

Foo Fighters

Lady Gaga

Taylor Swift