I always seem to make these grand plans as I get inspired by other artists but I never seem to follow through, or I feel weird about it. But I always say, I am going to take more pictures and post them here. I am going to finish those youtube videos, or I am going to actually use my daily booth. Perhaps if I was more organized and had all of my technology within easy reach I would be more inclined to do these things...or perhaps if I lived on my own it would be easier. I hate when I am making a video or taking a photo when my mother walks in and I have to explain it...because of the time I can't. Or she will want to see the finished product and then critic to the point where I just want to curl up into a ball and die.
I think also I may just be insanely vain and not want anything remotely unattractive anywhere. But considering I spend 50% of my time in doggie pj pants or 4H whites, I think I have no shame.
I feel like I should write some fantastic and flowery vow...humm perhaps that is what I will work on while waiting to get my medical stuff...
I wonder if I am just lazy, or a victim of circumstance.
although I am quite impressed that I am updating my blog more, even if it is worthless dribble most of the time
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